Christmas 2007
Dear Mom,
I hope your first Christmas in heaven was a good one. Tell everyone we said hello and miss them. Mom, I miss you so much. I wish I had one more Christmas with you but God had other plans for you. I guess he needed some one to sing Mickery Mouse to him. I know you are watching over all of us Thanj you -- God knows we need it. The house is so empty without you this Christmas. But at least I know you are whole and not suffering anymore. and that means alot to me. You may be gone from us here on earth but you will never be forgotten because you live in my heart and I think about you everyday.
I love you
Brenda
AS THE HOLIDAYS APPROACH US, I DO REMEMBER GOOD THINGS ABOUT OUR CHILDHOOD. HOW WE ALWAYS PUT THE TREE UP TOGETHER AS A FAMILY. AND HOW YOU AND DAD ALWAYS TRIED TO GIVE US WHAT WE ASKED SANTA FOR. I HOPE THAT I CAN GIVE ASHLYN ALL GOOD MEMORIES (OR AT LEAST MOST OF THEM). AS YOU NOE KNOW EVERYTING IS NOT ALWAYS A BED OF ROSES HERE AT MY HOISE. I KNOW YOU KNOW THAT CAUSE YOU HAVE BEEN HERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU I JUST DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I THINK CHRISTMAS IS GOING TO BE HARD ON ALL OF US KIDS THIS YEAR BUT ESPECIALLY ON BRENDA. TELL GOD TO WATCH OVER HER. I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY, BEING WITH GOD AND DAVE, AND YOUR MOM AND DAD AND SISTERS AND BROTHERS. I MISS YOU SO MUCH EVERY DAY AND JUST WANT YOU KNOW I HOPE I MAKE YOU PROUD AND THAT YOU HAVE FORGIVEN ME FOR ALL THE LOST TIME. I LOVE YOU.
I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER MIC-KERY MOUSE. I JUST WISH I HAD ONE MORE DAY. TO EVERYONE THAT IS READING THIS JUST REMEMBER YOU MAY NOT HAVE ONE MORE DAY WITH THE ONES YOU LOVE SO DONT FORGET TO SAY I LOVE YOU!!!!! AND NEVER GO TO BED MAD CAUSE YOU MAY NOT GET TO APOLOGIZE THE NEXT DAY. I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH.
i Will always remember mom yelling at me every time I called her MA
